Approaching the date

MattSarah
Originally uploaded by SarahJames.

I can't believe it is June first already! You know what that means? Only one month and 16 days left until the wedding! Most of the planning is finished with the exception of the cake and the flowers, but I am so nervous. I know without a doubt that Matt is the one that I want to be with for the rest of my life, but I can't avoid thinking about the fact that I will never date or kiss another man again. Matt and I have been together seriously for over 2 years and we are practically married now, and our families have accepted the significant other with open arms. Why is it that the ceremony makes butterflies in my stomach?
It is going to be the most emotional day of my life (save for the birth of our children). Even talking about it with Matt makes my eyes get misty and I think about how lucky I am to have him. He tells me constantly that he loves me more than life itself and I have never believed in anything so much in my life. Matt makes me life complete and I am so glad that he feels the same about me. Day to day it is easy to forget about how much we love each other when we are making the movements through daily life. It is difficult to feel romantic when we are shopping in the grocery store or arguing about what movie to rent from Blockbuster, but somehow he does it. When we started dating and were in the "honeymoon" phase of our relationship, we used to joke about how we were the "annoying couple" that couldn't be away from each other. We would cuddle while we waited in line at the movie theatre, we would hug and kiss in the middle of the mall, and we spent every waking moment together. I waited and waited, expecting that this phase would soon be over and we would go back to the way things were....but, for those of you who know us, it has been more than 2 years and we are still that "annoying couple." I am very thankful to have such a healthy and loving relationship.
I guess I am less nervous about the ceremony than I am excited. I can't wait to be Sarah James, forever loving wife of Matthew.