Weight Watchers

I probably should have called this blog "Weight Watcher" instead. I am a member of the online weight watchers group and I was just there catching up on the forums. I love to read what other people discover about the best way for them to lose weight. It makes me feel like there is hope for me.
I was watching Oprah the other day and she said "You are fat because you don't think you are worthy." At first I didn't think about it because the statement was in regards to a 400lb woman on her show. Later that night I started thinking...am I fat because I don't think I am worthy? The more I thought it over I believe this statement to be true. I have mediocre self esteem and some days are worse then others. I think that eating is a way to "deal" with those down times.
I am trying to turn over a new leaf. Every morning I wake up and I say "I am worth it," then I start my day. I am sure that my wonderful fiance will tell me the same. He makes me feel worthy all the time. He is very sweet and supportive so I know that he will help me through this journey.
Wish me luck!